"Won" NaNoWriMo today as winning validation opened. Have reached powerful levels of disillusionment but not just with this year's project, with ALL WRITING EVER, which I think just means I'm 2/3rds of the way through NaNoWriMo. Would still like to throw myself and everything else under a train. Ah, winter. I am bored with my own unhappiness at this ( Read more... )

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29th of the month = pitiful writing.

(I actually wrote 28.8k this month, but I'm not allowed to post it until April. Fucking fandom challenges!)

Poetry

March (flocked)
The Long Goodbye
War Photographer
In spite of mourning, mornings, and Morden.
we're not having this argument again
Life Cycle
Bird in the Bathroom
The Old Familiar Refrain
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The alternative is listening to me rant unintelligably about eating disorders, bookshelves, Polyvore, my inordinately painful sinuses, and anything else that isn't "writing my essay" which I swear to Garth I will actually do at some point when I've stopped wanting to commit murder at the sight of it. I have all the shit in my notes! I just don't ( Read more... )

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Day 18 - Your favourite birthday, in great detail

This should be relatively easy as until I was about 25 all my birthdays sucked.

My 25th, however, was amazing. I rented a PUB! People came from ALL OVER THE INTERNET AND COUNTRY to GIVE ME THINGS and PUT ALCOHOL INTO MY FACE and ALSO COCAINE and then my EX-BOYFRIEND TURNED UP and I HAD SEX WITH ( Read more... )

Day 17 - Your favourite memory, in great detailI normally have a stock response for this kind of question because sifting through happy memories frequently has this kind of "OH GOD" attached to it; either the situation has ceased, or surrounding context makes me want to vomit ( Read more... )